thoughts of a dying atheist

i've been a sarcastic asshole for much of my life.

i've developed my sarcasm to the point that i can come into and out of it seamlessly. it's almost superhuman. i'll say shit just to get a kick out of it. my entire life is like an inside joke that only a handful of people get. therein lies the problem, those who know me have adapted and take most of what i say with a grain of salt, which i don't blame them. likewise, anybody new that i meet doesn't get it or feels alienated.

i have to admit though, having people never take what you say seriously anymore is pretty fucked up. i don't see myself changing anytime soon though because simply, some of the kicks i get out of it are just too damn funny.

i used to think that girls do a good job of judging each other, vicously, until i realized that guys do the same thing. we just go about it a different. i don't know where i'm going with that so i'ma cut it shorter than nate robinson.

peace incarcerated scarfaces.