thoughts of a dying atheist

i now remember why i always stay so detached.

caring about someone else hurts.

i dropped off tia today at the vet's office for x rays. she injured her back leg on saturday night somehow and hasn't walked on it until today.

she's probably sitting in some cold dark room by herself. i miss her. this is probably the first time since i've had her that she's had to be alone.

if it's not one thing, it's another. merry christmas my ass.