thoughts of a dying atheist

the older i get, the more i seem to evaluate everything in my life in terms of the effort put forth versus the payout, or what i get out of it.

i don't know if this is the chink in me, or the old fart in me or what. it seems kind of selfish tho, but when i started college, i NEVER thought that shit like health insurance, 401k's, mortgages and residuals would be something that would interest me. hell, back then, nothing but cars interests me. sad.

anyways, people love pictures, and i just bought tia a new hoody, so check it out.



it says angel on the back, and it's fitting because she's so well behaved. she seems to really like it too, except she walks everywhere like a pitbull now.. i fuckin crack up when i put the hood on cuz she looks like a druid or something. haha. aight. peace up.

oh yeah, i wish i weren't such a huge chickenshit. i need to grow some nalgas. seriously.